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I Quit
10:11 p.m. -- 2004-07-18

Why is it that we never like those who like us and those we like like someone else?

Such is always, always the case when it comes to people like me.

Sometimes there is really no (at least visible) problem...

except that there's always someone better out there.

savethelittlekittens (9:13:43 PM): why is it that the person we like likes someone else all the time

savethelittlekittens (9:13:45 PM): hayy

eejj05 (9:13:59 PM): haha

eejj05 (9:14:03 PM): beats me

savethelittlekittens (9:14:11 PM): it's a perennial problem

savethelittlekittens (9:14:16 PM): i can't take this

eejj05 (9:14:18 PM): that happens all the time yet i can't figure out why

savethelittlekittens (9:14:21 PM): weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

eejj05 (9:14:23 PM): join the club]

savethelittlekittens (9:14:26 PM): why can't people just LIKE EACH OTHER

eejj05 (9:14:31 PM): hahaha

savethelittlekittens (9:14:33 PM):

eejj05 (9:14:33 PM): well they do

savethelittlekittens (9:14:44 PM): LORD PLEASE PLEASE

eejj05 (9:14:45 PM): they just don't like the other other

eejj05 (9:14:45 PM): hahaha

eejj05 (9:14:51 PM): breathe

savethelittlekittens (9:14:54 PM): PLEASE

savethelittlekittens (9:15:02 PM): MAKE it work out this time

savethelittlekittens (9:15:10 PM): well if he likes sabs also

savethelittlekittens (9:15:12 PM): my God.

eejj05 (9:15:18 PM): not going with ben? or going with dav?

savethelittlekittens (9:15:20 PM): I'm never gonna like anyone who even KNOWS sabs ever again

eejj05 (9:15:23 PM): oooooh new guy!

savethelittlekittens (9:15:24 PM): ben? no

savethelittlekittens (9:15:31 PM): dav? no hahahaha what are you talking about

eejj05 (9:15:40 PM): sino naman yan?

savethelittlekittens (9:16:01 PM): si _____ with a special someone

savethelittlekittens (9:16:06 PM): yesterday i was contemplating

savethelittlekittens (9:16:23 PM): I'M HOPELESS

savethelittlekittens (9:16:28 PM): cmon EJ let's form a club

savethelittlekittens (9:16:30 PM): nge wait

eejj05 (9:16:32 PM): hahaha

savethelittlekittens (9:16:34 PM): wala ka namang gusto eh

savethelittlekittens (9:16:37 PM): langhya

eejj05 (9:16:41 PM): a name for that person would help

savethelittlekittens (9:16:48 PM): no

eejj05 (9:16:49 PM): what's his name!

savethelittlekittens (9:16:52 PM): no

savethelittlekittens (9:16:56 PM): he's a double name

eejj05 (9:17:02 PM): sure i like someone

eejj05 (9:17:03 PM): hahaha

savethelittlekittens (9:17:07 PM): you don't

savethelittlekittens (9:17:07 PM):

eejj05 (9:17:19 PM): that's because you don't know who i like

eejj05 (9:17:20 PM): haha

savethelittlekittens (9:17:22 PM): who

savethelittlekittens (9:17:22 PM):

eejj05 (9:17:25 PM): secret

eejj05 (9:17:26 PM): hyaha

savethelittlekittens (9:17:31 PM): same or not the same

eejj05 (9:17:36 PM): si ______ who likes tooooot

eejj05 (9:17:37 PM): hahaha

savethelittlekittens (9:17:39 PM): omg

savethelittlekittens (9:17:42 PM): exactly

savethelittlekittens (9:17:49 PM): i like __________ who likes _____________

eejj05 (9:17:51 PM): apir tayo

eejj05 (9:17:53 PM): hahahahahahahaha

savethelittlekittens (9:17:55 PM):

eejj05 (9:18:07 PM): haha

savethelittlekittens (9:18:23 PM): jeeez

savethelittlekittens (9:18:28 PM): what's wrong with us

eejj05 (9:18:35 PM): i don't know, really

savethelittlekittens (9:18:37 PM): why can't u like the people who like you?

eejj05 (9:18:41 PM): i wish i knew though

savethelittlekittens (9:18:48 PM): why can't the people we like like us/

savethelittlekittens (9:18:56 PM): are we not as good as those they like

savethelittlekittens (9:19:09 PM):

eejj05 (9:19:15 PM): they just don't see it

savethelittlekittens (9:19:16 PM): oh Lord

eejj05 (9:19:27 PM): cause they're too blinded at what's in front of them

eejj05 (9:19:36 PM): they're too focused that they can

eejj05 (9:19:39 PM): can't*

eejj05 (9:19:45 PM): see past through it

savethelittlekittens (9:19:55 PM): see past it

savethelittlekittens (9:20:05 PM): wehehehe

eejj05 (9:20:16 PM): or even look around to see that there's actually someone waiting for them to notice them

savethelittlekittens (9:20:37 PM): ok let's analyze

savethelittlekittens (9:22:01 PM): i'm not kiddy

savethelittlekittens (9:22:03 PM): i'm not small

savethelittlekittens (9:22:06 PM): i'm not stupid

savethelittlekittens (9:22:11 PM): or grammatically incorrect

savethelittlekittens (9:22:14 PM): or possessive

savethelittlekittens (9:22:16 PM): nor am i clingy

savethelittlekittens (9:22:20 PM): SO WHAT'S THE PROBLEM HERE

eejj05 (9:22:30 PM): aaaaaaaaaaack

eejj05 (9:22:34 PM): NAMES PLEASE

savethelittlekittens (9:22:46 PM): CAN SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME

savethelittlekittens (9:23:02 PM): nooo

eejj05 (9:23:40 PM): there is no problem

savethelittlekittens (9:23:57 PM): the problem is

eejj05 (9:24:01 PM): the problem is.... somewhere else?

savethelittlekittens (9:24:01 PM): there's always someone better

eejj05 (9:24:06 PM): yeah

savethelittlekittens (9:24:34 PM): 3.

eejj05 (9:24:47 PM): hmmm?

savethelittlekittens (9:24:48 PM): he calls her up

savethelittlekittens (9:24:52 PM): he hardly even texts me

savethelittlekittens (9:25:03 PM): how can i compaaaaare

savethelittlekittens (9:26:35 PM): bleah

It's so difficult to not text when he doesn't reply. It's so hard to concentrate when he doesn't im back.

I'm so STUPID! Hahaha. I just wanna inform everyone that the things I write here are just my feelings as of now. I don't really like this guy A LOT, it's just that when I'm caught up in the heat of the moment I exaggerate a LOT.

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