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» I am eighteen years old. This diary is for my SECRET posts which NOBODY is supposed to see. It's my obsolete diary which I update in times of ANGST and weirdness. So please. Give me my privacy. 0=)

»loves: BORACAY! :D too many to mention. Books. Vacation. frisbee? high grades! music, clothes, family (sometimes) high school balls, travel, biking, clean air, history, old buildings

»hates: assholes, waiting, being broke, being ugly, being stupid, being mean, mayabang people, low grades, KABABUYAN, people who are full of themselves, desperation

»feeling:
lala

»reads: romance :D

don't read this
1:37 a.m. -- 2004-12-05

wait lang. since no one reads this anyway, can i just say i'm blogging at 1:38 am BECAUSE I KNOW I WON'T BE ABLE TO SLEEP BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING PERIOD

ARGH!!!

i'm getting pissed/annoyed/irritated/moody/intolerable/whin-ey/shitty/naggy again!!!!

i can never sleep with this ovulation process going on. i don't how you other girls can do it, but I CAN'T. bloody hell, man. this is just f*cked up!!!!! i can't sleep because of this perpetual sticky feeling. and knowing that i might possibly get tagos anytime. and stickystickysticky i cannot take this UNBEARABLE STICKINESS.

i can't lie on my back because TATAGOS and the blood will just find it's way to the sheets. if i lie on my belly i CAN'T MOVE and i can't hug my pillow and i feel weird and it's not the right position and i end up getting a really bad night's sleep so now I AM NOT SLEEPING. i HATE MY PERIOD.

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