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»hates: assholes, waiting, being broke, being ugly, being stupid, being mean, mayabang people, low grades, KABABUYAN, people who are full of themselves, desperation

»feeling:
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»reads: romance :D

you
8:29 p.m. -- 2006-03-27

you are the logan of my life

you rock

you're the best

you have only one (alright, maybe two) flaws

or three

but still

i can't just push you out

i don't wanna wait in vain

but you're only the best i've ever had

please don't do this to me

ok, i've become pathetic enough

i can't stand this, i can't stand myself

please don't tell me i've made a muck of things AGAIN.

i don't want to be reduced to begging

DON'T DO THIS TO ME

why did you have to be so great? (or wonderful, as ronda would say it?)

why did you have to make me fall? not that i'm complaining. because it was amazing. but can you fault me for wishing it could be that way forever?!

i didn't want it to end there. i want more. I WANT YOU.

it's a good thing nobody reads this anymore.

say you'll stay, don't come and go like you do

just rip it up and tear it apart.

i want to go back. can't you see how perfect it could be? if you just LOVED ME BACK?

why does it have to be this way?

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