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» I am eighteen years old. This diary is for my SECRET posts which NOBODY is supposed to see. It's my obsolete diary which I update in times of ANGST and weirdness. So please. Give me my privacy. 0=)

»loves: BORACAY! :D too many to mention. Books. Vacation. frisbee? high grades! music, clothes, family (sometimes) high school balls, travel, biking, clean air, history, old buildings

»hates: assholes, waiting, being broke, being ugly, being stupid, being mean, mayabang people, low grades, KABABUYAN, people who are full of themselves, desperation

»feeling:
lala

»reads: romance :D

fucked up
1:16 a.m. -- 2006-03-31

GOD!!!! i sounded like such an OBSSESSED FREAK in my last entry!!! oooh. if he read that knowing that he was in fact he (?!!), he'd probably get so freaked out he'd run the other direction and would never speak to me again.

WHY AM I LIKE THIS?? every time i like someone i become so pathetically and freakishly obssessed that i cannot, CANNOT stop thinking and talking about that person. i'm unstoppable.

stop me!!! stooopppmeeeeeeee.e.........

it's like every single thing i see or hear reminds me of

ok

stop.

now.

I CAN'T STOP!!! OKAY!!! I CAN'T!!! i am so fucking deranged!!!!!

hahahaha... this is making me laugh. i am NOT insane. i don't even like him that much anymore. sheesh.

GET A GRIP, JULIENNE.

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