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» I am eighteen years old. This diary is for my SECRET posts which NOBODY is supposed to see. It's my obsolete diary which I update in times of ANGST and weirdness. So please. Give me my privacy. 0=)

»loves: BORACAY! :D too many to mention. Books. Vacation. frisbee? high grades! music, clothes, family (sometimes) high school balls, travel, biking, clean air, history, old buildings

»hates: assholes, waiting, being broke, being ugly, being stupid, being mean, mayabang people, low grades, KABABUYAN, people who are full of themselves, desperation

»feeling:
lala

»reads: romance :D

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5:49 p.m. -- 2006-07-22

PM (07/02/06): you know, not hearing from you really pains me. not because of the fact that you don't reply but because i really want and enjoy your company more than anyone else. i mean this even though i fail to show it. which is entirely my fault. i really wish i can say this to you personally pero it's like you're giving me the impression that you want to forget me. if this is all BS then i'm sorry for disturbing you again. i just thought i have to let you know this.

PM(07/06): is it a crime to say hello now, huh?
PM(07/15/06): why do you keep on ignoring me? i'm trying to be friendly and you slap me in the face. you don't do this to your other friends do you. then you'll call me paranoid or whatever for reacting like this. ibang klase ka talaga.

PM: i don't get it.

PM(07/17/06): hi yeni! grabe, corny sa ust. i want to go and visit you in ateneo soon! when's your earliest dismissal ba? haha.

tangina after saying "ibang klase talaga ako" sasabihin mo bibisitahin mo ako? WHAT THE FUCK?

PM(07/22/06): is it okay to talk to you now? o bawal pa rin??? haha

CAN YOU JUST STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME? i mean, i tried to be nice and shit but then ang kulit eh, tangina. i never led you on. i never replied. why do you keep texting even after i don't reply? i don't get it. what the hell am i supposed to do. i don't know what the fuck i did for you to make me kulit so much. I CAN'T STAND YOU ANYMORE.

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