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» I am eighteen years old. This diary is for my SECRET posts which NOBODY is supposed to see. It's my obsolete diary which I update in times of ANGST and weirdness. So please. Give me my privacy. 0=)

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»hates: assholes, waiting, being broke, being ugly, being stupid, being mean, mayabang people, low grades, KABABUYAN, people who are full of themselves, desperation

»feeling:
lala

»reads: romance :D

when the feeling has gone
12:53 p.m. -- 2006-08-12

thank you for curing me of my ridiculous obssession with love.

it's hard to remember how it felt before
can this really be happening,
has That Feeling truly deserted me?
it's gone,
no longer whispering in my ear
i no longer feel its presence prodding me
tormenting me,
driving me insane.
gone,
gone.

it's left me
like the fading of the sweet smell
of seventeen april flowers
the bittersweet taste of infatuation
has gone.

farewell, then
i can say my life is calmer, (duller), in order
without you.

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