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» I am eighteen years old. This diary is for my SECRET posts which NOBODY is supposed to see. It's my obsolete diary which I update in times of ANGST and weirdness. So please. Give me my privacy. 0=)

»loves: BORACAY! :D too many to mention. Books. Vacation. frisbee? high grades! music, clothes, family (sometimes) high school balls, travel, biking, clean air, history, old buildings

»hates: assholes, waiting, being broke, being ugly, being stupid, being mean, mayabang people, low grades, KABABUYAN, people who are full of themselves, desperation

»feeling:
lala

»reads: romance :D

help?
10:22 a.m. -- 2007-01-27

this is so saaad. :( when did you ever meet a person that didn't like her own friends? *bangs head on wall* i pity MYSELF! but i'm tired of being... frustrated. i think i need a break from them. i think i need... NEW FRIENDS? haha. i know that i'm looking for a quick solution to that ... i don't know. so much could happen. it's weird. it's wrong to want time to go faster because i should be enjoying my youth, my college years... BUT I WANT CHANGES AND I WANT THEM NOW! :( i know it would be like throwing it all away... but i'm not doing that completely. i'm just letting them go little by little because i really don't feel that happy anymore. it wouldn't be good to stay either, right? =]

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