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you are to me
10:05 p.m. -- 2007-08-27

There’s this one person. I really HATE him sometimes. He’s the most ill-bred person I know. He picks fights with women and he has no sense of propriety or manners. OR SIMPLE COURTESY. Or chivalry.

HE BRINGS OUT THE WORST IN ME. He’s so fucking defensive and thinks the world is against him many a time. HE NEVER tries to change the situation he’s in, he just GODDAMN COMPLAINS. He’s so arrogant about everything and yet he has absolutely no basis for his conceit.

Isa pa. He wants people to defend him for his misconduct against a university security guard. He’s being accused of swearing at the guard (3 times he cursed the guard “putangina mo putangina mo putangina MO”). Another case is that he lied about having his ID. And who knows what else. He’s looking for someone to STAND UP FOR HIM. He asked his closest friends to testify for him in the school court that he’s really not supposed to get kicked out or something. One of his closest friends said “eh totoo naman na nagmumura ka eh.” WAIT. Did I miss something here? ‘Cause everything he did was true. And his conduct really is normally like that. And he STILL believes he’s right and should not change in any way. And he still has the gall to act like he’s… I dunno innocent or something. I told him I’d testify for him for friendship’s sake.

No more.

IHH 9:28 PM i actually don't remember things clearly
IHH 9:28 PM basta
IHH 9:28 PM i told him
IHH 9:28 PM hey, M's here in alabang ah
IHH 9:28 PM then he's like "really?"
IHH 9:28 PM or something
IHH 9:29 PM then i told him parang text her to go here?
M 9:29 PM really like uninterested
M 9:29 PM or really mild interest
IHH 9:29 PM i wouldn't know
M 9:29 PM why the fuck did you say that.
IHH 9:29 PM PARANG
M 9:29 PM parang ano?
IHH 9:30 PM it's wasn't that blunt
M 9:30 PM i told you not to tell him i was in alabang eh
M 9:30 PM i told you not to mention me
IHH 9:30 PM no you didn't
M 9:30 PM yes i did
M 9:30 PM GAHD
M 9:30 PM i told you in pier one
IHH 9:30 PM well, sorry.
M 9:31 PM why did you do it?
IHH 9:31 PM why ba? what's wrong with it?
M 9:37 PM i told you kasi not to eh!
M 9:38 PM what will you get out of telling him to txt me to go to AAV?
M 9:38 PM i don't understand!
M 9:38 PM i don't want him to text me because he was urged to!
IHH 9:38 PM it's not urging him
IHH 9:38 PM man, what is so wrong about him telling you to go here???
M 9:38 PM "text her to come here?
IHH 9:38 PM no
IHH 9:39 PM that's not EXACTLY what i said
M 9:39 PM there's nothing wrong in the act in itself
M 9:39 PM it's the motive
M 9:39 PM i mean
M 9:39 PM him texting me
IHH 9:39 PM ano namang motive yan?
M 9:39 PM there's nothing wrong with him texting me
IHH 9:39 PM tapos ako may kasalanan?
M 9:39 PM but WHY did he?
M 9:39 PM kasi you told him to?
M 9:39 PM diba
IHH 9:39 PM why'd he follow me diba?
M 9:39 PM WTF?
IHH 9:39 PM he wouldn't have done it if he didn't want to
IHH 9:39 PM sheesh
IHH 9:39 PM what's wrong with you?
M 9:40 PM what the hell?
M 9:40 PM you're asking me what's wrong with ME?
M 9:40 PM you think there's something wrong?
M 9:40 PM hindi ko naman pinakikialaman buhay mo eh!
IHH 9:41 PM sige, if that's how you want it
IHH 9:42 PM i won't have anything to do with you and same otherwise
M 9:42 PM WTF?
IHH 9:42 PM thanks
M 9:43 PM get real
M 9:43 PM as if we're gonna stop being friends just like that
IHH 9:43 PM yeah
IHH 9:43 PM kasi i don't know why you're blaming me
IHH 9:44 PM so, ikaw, bahala ka na.
M 9:44 PM i'm not blaming you!
M 9:45 PM but can you just tell me what happened?
M 9:45 PM you said you were on the topic
IHH 9:46 PM i just did
IHH 9:46 PM ask david
M 9:46 PM vandy said pa it was partly his fault
IHH 9:46 PM i'm doing pa something for sci10
M 9:46 PM fine
M 9:46 PM nevermind
IHH9:47 PM i told you na what happened eh
M9:48 PM gahd. chatting with you has managed to dampen my weekend's happiness.
IHH 9:49 PM likewise
M 9:50 PM THIS IS WHY I HATE YOU SO MUCH. NANG-AAWAY NG BABAE TAPOS YOU TAKE IT BACK TAPOS GAGAWIN MO NAMAN ULIT
M 9:50 PM TANGINA
IHH 9:51 PM i really don't get you
IHH 9:52 PM i mean, i called you, i went online to tell you what happened
IHH 9:52 PM then you get all pissed
IHH 9:52 PM and it's suddenly ALL MY FAULT
IHH 9:53 PM and it's always like that
IHH 9:53 PM and for the record
IHH 9:53 PM you're the one who's always fighting with me

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